well another day and many actions to the rest of your life.

 

Love my baby tanner…

Love my baby tanner…

Love my baby tanner…

Love my baby tanner…

there still alive, but barely.

On April 27, flowers were send to my door step. as they set out side my sister then goes to up  pick and reads off what the card said. i was shock and in a way pleased but still angry with out a doubt. his was well played out and sweet and the flowers were really beautiful. as they started to wilt and my attempt’s were short lived, but they lived this long now there just stems, no flowers just stems. i think yellow is manly lol

-once again thank you

the new reasons……..

I think that the number one cause of pain on a human’s heart is lack of gratitude. I know that sounds odd and a bit far fetched but hear me out for a second. Most things in our lives come and go, a lot like a wave the stretches with the tide. We move, we make friends, we loose lovers, we pass through wonderful moments. For most of us, we associate loss as a sad & horrible thing. Once something we love has slipped through our fingers we can’t help but feel the empty hole in our lives where it once stood. Even when it’s all said and done and we are finally moved on from whatever we had lost that was so beautiful, we still feel it. 
But I have learned a truth, a small beautiful truth that has made my heart rejoice in even the most disheartening of times. The truth, that if we are sincerely grateful for the things that we love most in this life, when we loose them we can still function, because we are simply thankful that we had them at all. It no longer becomes a question of why they had to go. It no longer becomes a fight to try and get them back. No, instead it’s a warm comfort. Because those memories that you have, you will never have to give away. You see gratitude saves a broken heart. Appreciate what you have, because then when or if you ever lose it, you will be content knowing that you were able to at least share the time with it that you did. 
And when you look back on your life, and your hands drape across the fills & memories in your skin you will stop, and smile. 

Love is simple?…..or is it?

Love is biological
Love is a concept , yet perceived as an emotion and the meeting of two minds
Love is the ablitiy to set a side differences
Its being able to put up with the bull shit
Its also can’t be express in its true form.

Love trandsends words, passionate and affection
Love is poetic and it paints a picture
Love is being human, being able to see and share greatness in each other. Passion creates art. Art or passion, never despite its action. Ever more tranquil.
Love is greatfull yet… fill in the blank, you know what happned.
Love is emotion and humanic
Love is hate and frustation
Love is a bitch but its also unconditional
Yet it is also, when you care about someone deeply
Its also sexual
Beautiful.
Love is life
Love is pushing the other to do better not worst
It also hurts and heart break
And love is chocolate and flowers only given, to ask for forgivness
But its a force, anger , actions and UNSELFISH ACTIONs
Love is so many things yet I only covers a few
I know realtionships has its ups and down, but I do know what is not right
But HOPE is a funny word..its the silver lining